I sat down with Jordan Lally on the High Ticket AI Systems Podcast for a conversation that wandered well past email tactics — into why I stayed in one lane, how we've run remote from day one, and the messy middle of growing an agency too big for its own good.
We talk about stubbornness and depth: fifteen years in DTC email and SMS, eleven-plus running Essence of Email, and why going deep has always felt more interesting to me than going wide. Jordan asked how I balanced travel and work in the years we were highly mobile (~40 countries, always remote-native since late 2013). Honest answer — work is infinite; some experiences aren't. You have to choose, and sometimes you choose the cliff dive.
The heart of the episode is the scale-up / scale-down story. We undercharged early, demand piled up, and I didn't know how to grow a team well — underpaying for talent, stacking management layers and SOPs too soon, chasing what I thought a “real company” was supposed to look like. Headcount climbed toward forty. Delivery got thinner. Competition got louder. I burned out, stepped back for a stretch, and eventually had to walk back in and make cuts that still sit heavy — then rebuild around our DNA, who we work with, and what we refuse to half-do.
On the other side: a leaner team (~8), less impressiveness on a LinkedIn headcount, more profit, better people, and work that still excites me. We close on recalibrating what success actually means as you change — and what I'm excited to build next with AI for our clients, plus a personal note on living in Kyiv right now.